Sunday, September 27, 2009

Feeling blue

I can't understand why, but these last couple of days have just been "yuck" for me. I miss "home" and I miss the rest of the family, and I just want to get on a plane and go to California. Everything is going great here, Lily is loving ballet (finally); Gavin is doing great in school and won an award in football for being the best defensive player; Dean is really just too funny and sweet and is always learning something new. ... but still I feel like I just need a big hug. I want to go to Wednesday night dinners at Marcie's house, I want to show the family just how big they've gotten. I miss running into people that I actually knew more than 2 yrs ago, and who aren't about to P.C.S. at any moment. (P.C.S. = move to a new base).
In other word *WAaHHH* I'm a big baby, and I think I'm homesick.

2 comments:

Jessica said...

Even though I already spoke to you about this...this post made me cry. I am sorry you are homesick...I think I can speak for everyone when I say that we all miss you all also!! (((BiG HuGs))) Love you!!

Audrey said...

I just keep telling myself "life is good, life is good...". I am terrified of feeling the exact same way if we ever do leave Ca. I think that's why I'm dragging my feet so much when Steve would have left years ago (if possible).

I hope you feel better soon! Chin up, focus on the good (sounds like you've got tons of that going on right now) and make it fun! You're doing a great job! You certainly never fail to wow me. YOU ROCK!