Tuesday, December 14, 2010

So not ready

I am not ready yet. Not for happy postings or for Christmas parties. I am just not there. Yes, my mom had health issues off and on for a very long time, but that did not prepare me for her death at the age of 55. I am sad, and I am mad, and I burst into tears at the most random times. I also can hold it together for long stretches of time. I can shop for groceries and get my kiddos ready for their day, but that does not mean that things are ok yet.

'Guardian angel, heavenly friend,
walk with me 'til the journey's end'.

1 comment:

Brother said...

Hey Sis,

Let me know if there is anything that I can do. I am back in CA now and will make sure that everything is finished up.

Love you